

whythey all ask why why am i with you why do i love you why do i put up with your bullshit after so many lies so this is the question i now ask myself why do i even try when all i want to do is crywhy
you leave and go away for days without returning a simple phone call no one knows where you are or if your ok so i sit and wonder what your doing or who your with and if you really are ok or not
you say you love me but yet it really doesnt show people spread rumors that i question myself about shara yeah...you know who she is dont you? the one


The Girl In The MirrorI look in the mirror but all i keep seeing is a tear stained face with bloodshot eyes and i ask myself "where did she go?"The Girl In The Mirror
i know where she is i destroyed her when i pushed you away so i keep looking at that sad little girl in the mirror as i watch the tears slide down her face muttering "i hate you" i grab the nearest object on the counter and throw it at her and as her face shatters
i slide down the wall holding my head in my hands i miss her the girl i was when you were here i hate who i am i hate what ive become i hate her t


reminded of youthey all say im blind, and that loving you is a mistake. they say i can do better. they say i can move on...but i know i cant. ive tried... ive tried a thousand times to forget your voice. ive tried a thousand times to forget your touch. ive tried a thousand times to forget you...but it just doesnt work. everytime i think to myself..."ive done it", something reminds me of you, of us... a song you sang to me... a poem you wrote for me... a friend we both shared... so many things remind me of you... of us... and so i dial your number just as i have sreminded of you


mixed thoughtsmixed thoughts of you keep me awake once again, its been so long since you left but still not a day goes by that i dont think of you, i wish you could see just how much i really do love you, but it just feels like a lost cause to even try, it feels as if no matter what i say it wont make a difference, because you still wont give a damn... because you'll still be gone...mixed thoughts
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